I think I’ve been missing out by not shooting girl/girl hardcore all these years…hehehe! I’ve had some great experiences the past few days and am really enjoying it. It’s a completely different connection than just posing and shooting with another woman…such a turn on. I was so nervous before my first shoot this week but I’m definitely not nervous anymore. Today Tammy said that the scenes she shot of me and Ryan were the hottest girl/girl scenes she’s shot to date! We had great chemistry and look really good together…we’re about the same height and have the same skin tone and hair color. I can’t wait for you to see our scenes!

I’ve been thinking a lot about my new career ventures while I’ve been delving into them. I truly think that I had to find the right time to do everything…it’s all in the timing. That’s one thing that I love about my job and why I love working for myself…I’m able to do things on my own terms and at my own pace. Even though I said that I think I’ve been missing out all these years, I don’t think I would have been in the right mindset or place in my life to be doing hardcore earlier on in my career. My career (and myself as a person) have been evolving these past years. I feel like I’m finding more and more about who I am, what I want in life and what I’m comfortable with. I can honestly say that I’m truly happy and I’m comfortable being me.

I wish I had a photo of me and Ryan from Friday to end this entry with, but I don’t. We were so busy shooting and both Ryan and I were recovering from ailments…I’m still nursing my sprained knee and bruised/strained ribs and Ryan is still mid-kidney infection. So we didn’t spend our off time from shooting by taking more photos. Sorry! You’ll just have to wait until the content is released on the site! I know…I’m such a tease!

xo
j

Today I’m doing three live shows for Naughty America. This will be my second time working for them. I was on Naughty America Live three months ago and had a blast. Such a fun day and the Naughty America staff and members are wonderful to be around. As soon as I get there I’m going to get ready for my interview with Lauren and then I believe I’m the first show of the day. I’ll be on at 1pm in the gym. Then at 4pm I’ll be your naughty nurse and at 7pm I have my last show as your naughty secretary. Immediately after my show I jump on the train back to Orange County and then drive back to my grandfather’s house to go to bed. I have another long day ahead of me tomorrow so I’m going to need as much rest as I can get!

Tomorrow I’m shooting with Tammy Sands, who some of you may know by the name of Misha. I haven’t shot with her in a couple years so I’m REALLY looking forward to our shoot tomorrow. She’s one of my favorite photographers to work with. Her stuff is always amazing and absolutely gorgeous! Plus we’re good friends so it’s always a pleasure being around her. She’s started up a new website so we’re going to be shooting trade, which means that I’ll be getting all the content for my site as well! Not only will I be shooting solo sets/vids, but I’ll also be shooting some content with fellow Penthouse Pet Ryan Keely! Ryan and I haven’t shot together before…should be lots of fun!

Now to get to the best part of today’s entry! I shot my first hardcore girl/girl scenes with the beautiful Sandee Westgate yesterday! I’ve been wanting to shoot with Sandee for a VERY long time. We’ve been friends for years…I’d have to say for at least 5-6 years…and the most we’ve ever shot together were some promo shots for Danni.com years ago. Sandee is perfect in every way…she always astonishes me with her beauty, she has a body that just won’t quit and she’s one of the sweetest people I’ve met in my 7+ years in the adult business. So when I started contemplating shooting girl/girl hardcore for my website, Sandee was the first to pop into my mind. And when I wrote her asking her to shoot with me and she responded with a yes, I was elated!

I’m not going to lie…I was extremely nervous leading up to the shoot. I was like a 13 year old boy about to have sex for the first time! I’ve had full on sex with two women in my life prior to yesterday and both times I was completely wasted! And to top it all off, the last time was over 6 years ago! As ridiculous as it may sound, I was worried I wouldn’t know what to do. But Sandee was more than I could have ever hoped for. She really set my nerves at ease right before the shoot and after the shoot she said I was a natural! All went well and after the first scene I wasn’t nervous at all anymore. I had an amazing day shooting with her…she’s so much fun to be around. Sandee is super chill and laid back, funny, intelligent and uber hot. I couldn’t have asked for anything more for my first hardcore g/g shoot!

We shot three photosets and videos which will all appear on my website sometime in the future. I’m far ahead in all my content shooting so I can’t say for sure how long it will be before I release the content. I’m hoping to shoot more content with her in the future for the site as well…she’s my favorite! I’m also going to try to shoot more hardcore content with other girls too, which you can thank Sandee for. She gave me a good first experience and fueled the fire!

xo
j

Once again I’m sitting outside, yet this time it’s almost dark. The sun went down a while ago as we were eating dinner under the same tree that I wrote from yesterday. I had a great day today. Thankfully my sleep training back home paid off and I didn’t have any jetlag this trip. For those of you unaware, I was waking up at 4am for the few days before leaving for France so that the time change wouldn’t be so hard on me. It’s one thing to have jetlag while traveling…it’s a completely different ballgame to get it when you have to not only be awake, but be on camera looking refreshed as well. Last night I went to bed around 1am and woke up just fine at 8:30am.

Aria shot first. She had her makeup done and then shot a solo set while I got my makeup done. Then we had lunch before I shot my solo. I shot my solo set in a small koi pond in a bright blue and black bikini and daisy duke jean shorts. Then Aria and I shot a set together. You’ll be happy to know that we shot an oil massage photoset and video outside! Pretty hot stuff! Especially the video! Here’s before we shot together…

And here’s what Aria looks like after I was done with her!

So after we shot she took a shower and then I took one…but I barely got done in time for dinner. Denys has a cook at the house so every meal is absolutely amazing! And at every meal we drink wine…Rose to be exact! I’m actually still finishing off my glass as I sit out here along in the dark. It’s so peaceful here. The house was built in the 1400’s…he has completely renovated it, but the house has so much character. And the trees outside are HUGE! You can tell that they’re a couple hundred years old, if not more. It’s funny…most of the time when I travel I want to get out and about and see the area. But I’m perfectly content here. Even though I’m working, it’s almost like a vacation. I’ve been super busy for a long time and I really needed this. So strange to say that because I wasn’t expecting it to be like this…especially since I work a lot during the day. But it’s the truth…I wish all jobs I took were like this!

So to end this post…here’s a photo of Aria and I being silly…it’s what we do best!

Until tomorrow…

xo
j

I’m staying in Aix-en-Provence, which is in the south of France. I can’t tell you how beautiful and peaceful it is here. I have yet to visit any place other than the house I’m staying at, so I may change my mind later when I do. But as of right now I’m getting a good feeling about this place. At the moment I’m sitting outside on a rock patio under a huge tree with the roar of cicadas. Some people may find their sound too deafening but I find it quite relaxing. The weather here is absolutely amazing! Quite possibly the most comfortable temperature and humidity I’ve ever experienced. And it is 9:15pm and still light out as the sun is setting. I almost feel as though I’m on vacation and not here working.

In the morning begins my six straight days of shooting. I’ll be working with Denys DeFrancesco who shoots for DDFBusty.com. I’ll be shooting with Aria Giovanni the first three days and then with Eve Angel, I believe. I’m really looking forward to it…should be a lot of fun. Aria got in a couple hours earlier than me so she came along to pick me up from the airport. Once we got to the house she showed me around since she’s shot and stayed here before. We jumped online to check emails and attend to business before going outside and laying out in the sun nude. Yes, we tan nude together…proceed with your dirty thoughts!

Denys is shooting a couple Czech girls right now (sorry for not giving names but I don’t really know who they are) and once they’re done we’re going to have dinner. Which I’m really, really looking forward to because I haven’t really eaten since right before landing in Paris ten hours ago. Since getting here I’ve had a small apple and the last half of an Odwalla bar. Not much of a meal. Looking forward to home cooked food and wine! Btw…not to get off subject, but the two girls are shooting outside on the upper balcony. I can’t see what’s going on but I hear lots of loud moaning and one girl’s arm going back and forth really fast. That’s all I can see…half of a back and an arm moving really fast. My guess is she’s using a toy on the other. Thought you’d like me to share that info!

I’m going to try and write every day that I’m here. I know I’m extremely bad about keeping up with writing on here but I can never find the time. While here in France I should be able to find a little bit of time every day. I’ll update with photos as well! I think they’re done shooting which means it’s time to eat! Yay!

xo
j